Ever since I was young I didn't know what I wanted to be. I had no aspirations. I still don't. I don't know who I want to be, so I either take the next logical step or refer to other people for what I should be doing.
I just want to do something I'm good at. I know that's a dangerous thing to say as I could be good at being a super villain, or maybe something milder like a custodian. Not that I'm comparing the two. But what I'm trying to say is that I want to do something where people can value my work and say complement me on a job well done. I don't want to be stuck in a job where I'm second guessing myself, worrying about getting scolded for a poor work. I'm scared of failure. I hate letting people down.
Sure, I have some minor esteem issues, but isn't that what everyone wants?
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