Wednesday, February 25, 2009

The Problem With Grocery Shopping . . .

The problem with grocery shopping -- besides the obvious reason of having to chug out P561.25 on food that'll last me two days (possibly more) -- is that when I get home, I want to eat everything. I took a food management class back in high school -- which was one of the most fun classes I had, because we just cooked, ate, and counted the number of times Emeril said "BAAAMMM!" on the food network. But one thing I learned/still remember is to not go grocery shopping on an empty stomach. Why? Because you end up chugging out P561.25 on food that'll last me two days (possibly more). On top of that, when I get home, I want to eat everything. So right now I'm eating mixed fruit (which i don't regret -- because I love pears, strawberries, apples, and grapes) and deciding whether or not to cook rice (so i can enjoy my the Kimchi that I just bought) or eat a bowl of Snowflakes (cereal, something I haven't eaten since last year). This is seriously a tough decision . . . Another possibility is that I pig out on everything -- but then I would have just chugged out P561.25 on food that lasted me one evening.

I also bought toilet paper, orange juice, apple tea, egg, corned beef, tuna, and cinammon rolls... ooo!! I want to eat a cinammon roll!

Saturday, February 21, 2009

5 kilometers closer to... the starting line.

As I try to sit myself down with the posture of royalty and ease of a chronic drinker, I can honestly look back on the day and say, "Yeah (Yes), I doomed myself."

Let's rewind a bit, go back a few hours (a luxury that I can't live out literally) to a time when I could've made a difference. Let's say, three weeks ago when I first heard about the biathlon (which is the wrong usage of the word, but with the same meaning: "bi" - two;
"athlon" - contest).

Kuya Geoff usually keeps me updated in running events that different universities sponsor (The Animo Run, UP's Fun Run, and Ateneo's Unnamed Running Event). Last November I competed (a very ill-fitting word) in the Animo Run. I ran the 10k, and I only walked for 200 meters of it. Finishing was one of my many small accomplishments as a college student (<--understatement). A 5k run at Ateneo would be a cinch.

My first mistake was obviously underestimating how *bleep*ing long five kilometers is. I should've trained at least once or twice for the event. I could've waken up one Friday or Saturday morning and say to myself, "I think I'll go over to UP and run a few laps around the circle to prepare myself for a really bad experience." Nay, I slept in instead.

My second mistake involved not taking vitamin C. Actually, this mistake is hard to define because how can you prevent getting sick? We learned about "Acts of God" (I do hope that's the right term) in Obligations and Contracts back in my first year of college. These events (typhoons, earthquakes, tornadoes, etc) are unforeseeable and you can pretty much get away with any crime during these events. Anyway, my physical ailment was unforeseeable and there's no way you can possibly stop it from coming. Thus scratch that as my second mistake.

My real second mistake was staying up till 1AM instead of getting rest.

My third mistake was to drink coffee the night before the run. Yesterday evening I got caught up in the whole "food trip" thing that my church mates had going. We first dropped by Grill Tomato (good food) and some keema then walked a block to the Coffee Bean and Tea Leaf. I ordered a Machiatto (cause I have no preference except the fact that the name is totally awesome), but they gave a hard time because it only came in shots -- and I wanted it decaf. So they suggested I get a Caramel Late instead, and I complied. They then took thirty-five pesos more than I wanted to give and told me to wait. And wait I did. I got my drink and it was super-duper sweet. And Milky. What was I thinking? A Late 10PM?

So after a few rounds of Scattergories I trotted off to my house. Got online and played songs on my guitar. Before I knew it, it was 1AM. I crept into my bed (this is Saturday night, by-the-bye) and tried to sleep. I don't know, it must be in the water, but as I lay in bed my hearing abilities were heightened to a whole new level. I could hear things like Daredevil. I could hear... the *bleep*ing squeak of my fan!!! I kid you not, I'd drift off for a bit, then all of a sudden ssqquuUEEAAAKKK!! I'd lie in bed a few minutes and year the repeated ssqquuuUUEAAAKKK a few more times before I couldn't stand it. I tried to fix it by stuffing tissue paper in the places which squeaking was probable. It did not help. It was 1:30 when I actually hit the mattress, but I didn't get the problem solved till 2:40. I went to bed antsy and irritated.

Three hours later, I hear my cellphone vibrate. "Is it a message?" I asked myself, but it kept going. "Is it an alarm?" No, my phone plays music when the alarm goes off. It's a phone call. From Kuya Geoff. Asking whether I was at Jollibee or not. Because I was supposed to be at Jollibee at 5:30 and it was, at the time, 5:45.

I thought the event was in the afternoon -- like, 5:30PM! I was like, shoooot!!! I quickly changed clothes and grabbed my waterbottle, phone, keys, an extra shirt and dashed out the door. Kuya Geoff was waiting.

So there, a series of unfortunate events. I was still sick when I ran the 5k. I was part of the last batch (8AM) so the sun was actually shining brightly and without pity at that time. It beat down on us runners like a slave driver as we scurried our way down the designated paths. I felt dehyrdated, light dizziness, and it was just really hard to breath well. I ended up walking a lot of it.

Fortunately, I made it to the finish line.

And then K. Geoff took me home. And I'm still sick.

I looked up proper breathing techniques online when I got home. I know how to breathe now. And I figured, breathing has a lot to do with posture -- hence my trying to sit with correct posture.

We also received a free magazine for joining the meet: Men's Health (which you can get at Watson's for P125.00 according to the price tag that they left on). I also got a Happee toothbrush and toothpaste, two crackers, facial moisturizer for men, and a jersey. All for P300. Awesome.

[edit] Men's Health Magazine from September 2008.

i don't hate mosquitoes, i just hate how much they itch when they bite you

Friday, February 20, 2009

The Great Irony

I regularly attend the college Bible Study at my Grace Christian Church. Our lesson plan is taken from Precepts Upon Precepts (aka the inductive bible study) and for half a year we tackle one book of the Bible and exhaust it. We're currently going through the book of I Thessalonians and this week we've focused our attention of the few times Satan is mentioned in the book. Satan -- the Tempter, the Devil, the Great Dragon, the Serpent of Old. So many names for a figure that the majority of the world hates. And as most people know, Satan was once an anointed cherub. He was given the seal of perfection (Ezekiel 28:12b NKJV). "Full of wisdom and perfect in beauty," Ezekiel says. Just think about that for a second -- Satan = perfection.

Now think of our world; think of humanity and how depraved we are. We were born into sin when we entered this world, evil rages within each one of us trying to make its way out. And I'm not just talking about the world, I'm talking about myself. I'm talking about how I can do no good thing with Christ. And it's the same with you.

So let's weigh this on the scale. Who's the most likely to be loved by God? Perfection or Imperfection?

I say perfection, because God is Holy and Perfect (Matthew 5:48) It's part of his character and he wants the same in us.

But the funny thing is Satan messed up. The very things that made him so completely awesome led to his downfall. And what's Satan's fate, but hell! We, on the other hand, were redeemed through the blood of Jesus. And I'm just relieved God gave us a second thought. Adam and Eve were made in the beginning -- and all they got was good. Not even close to perfection, but still we were loved! We were called children of God! We were died for! How amazing is that?!

Sorry, the end is indiscernible (<-- that word took me a whole minute to figure out how to spell it correctly.) Anyway, it's late and I'm still sick. Ta-ta

Sunday, February 15, 2009

Food

There's so much about food to take pleasure from. The aroma, the initiate bite, the taste that fills your mouth, the lingering after-taste as you reminisce the last 10 seconds, and the feeling of complete satisfaction as you lean back in your chair and rub a full tummy.

Chicken.

I bought a chicken for myself earlier today (I'm a skinny guy with a big apetite) from Mang Bok's Manok. The guy asked me what kind of chicken I want, a jumbo or a junior, and I tell him I want the smaller one, because frankly, finishing a big one by myself is quite frightening. So then the guy walks over to the big roaster and picks out a chicken that hangs limply over a charcoal fire. He then takes hold of a butcher's knife and Whomp Whomp, starts cracking and splitting bones. Gristle flies everywhere. Afterwards he neatly packages everything in aluminum foil. That got me thinking.

It must suck to be a chicken.

On the back of my driver's license is the option of whether or not I want to donate an organ in the rare, unfortunate circumstance that I die. I want to write beside it the following:
In the case of my death I'd like to donate my entire body to the Agape Orphanage: I hear they always lacks food. As a final testament, please shave off the excess hair of my body and chop my head off. Skewer my body and roast it over a fire, lechon style. You may glaze my body with any type of seasoning or sauce, my only request is to not use mayo or crisco --- I don't want to break out. I'd also liked to be cooked medium-rare -- I hear that burnt foods are carcinogenic. I want my dark meat to be seperated from the light meat, since I know some people have strict preferences. The rest of my belongings are to be burried in my place.

Saturday, February 7, 2009

Good days start with . . .

I've had a writers' block for a month now. As a guy who loves to write and to read books, this is killing me. So I'm going to pull away from anything profound and be eccentric.

There are days when I wake up feeling like rubbish. I feel like I could lay in bed and count the hours pass without feeling guilty. Then there are other days when I wake up prancing at the beat of a good song. Then there are days when I fall right down the middle. Today is one of those days.

On those days, I get up walk to my stereo and put on a good album (right now I'm listening to Dave Matthews Band -- I've been listening to them straight since Thursday). I take a leak and just sit back and let the world swirl around me. No worries, no responsibilities, just utter Zen. Just Kiddin'.

But it's at moments like this where I find myself feeling the most contented in life: not when I'm surrounded by friend or family who cherrish and care for me (although those moments are just as precious); not when I find myself succeeding; not even after a good meal. It's when I am able to reflect on my life and say I couldn't ask for anything more, I find that special. Now I have the chorus of the song Across the Universe runs though my head.

Unfortunately, I have to exit this trance because I still have to take a shower before heading home -- I mean, Church.

Grace to you and peace from God our Father and the Lord Jesus Christ.
Philemon 1:3

PS. I compiled a list a few weeks ago of things that have my day in the past months. Here they are:
1. Hugs
2. Good Music (e.g. Monotov, etc.)
3. Colbert Report
4. Beautiful Weather
5. Text Messages
6. Winning Settlers
7. Outstanding Grades
8. Sharing my Faith
9. My First Sale